Lenten Journal, I am Beloved, not Broken

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  • 1. Introduction to the Lenten Journal

    In this introduction video, learn how to use the lenten journal.

  • 2. Intro Week // Introduction

    Days 1-5 | INTRO WEEK:
    BELOVED, NOT BROKEN
    Day 1: Let's begin.
    Commencing on Ash Wednesday, the journey will start in the desert where our brokenness lies–the heart. We will reflect and pray with our heart’s broken pieces. Take comfort that the Lord will not leave you in the desert long before He plants seeds of growth in your heart. With each Beloved, not Broken reflection, you will begin to unwrap the beautiful love story of the Father as he reveals how much he delights in you.

  • 3. Song Reflection

    3. Song Reflection

    Laura Huval | Song & Reflection Day 3
    FOOTPRINTS
    Laura is a Grammy-nominated recording artist, vocalist, guitarist, songwriter, author, seasoned music minister, Catholic school music educator, keynote speaker, retreat leader, and cultural advocate. She and her husband have two sons, Nate and Rex, and reside in Cecilia, Louisiana.
    https://laurahuval.com

  • 4. Week 1 // Introduction

    Days 6-12 | WEEK ONE:
    I AM BROKEN
    This week we will focus on broken things.

  • 5. Week 1 // Kara Hebert

    Kara Hebert | Reflection Day 7
    THE VEIL
    Kara is the mother of two, one on earth and one in heaven. Kara serves on the Red Bird Ministries mothers retreat team and is always open to helping other women who have experienced the loss of a child through miscarriage.

  • 6. Week 1 // Michelle LeBlanc

    Michelle LeBlanc | Reflection Day 9
    THE THEOLOGY OF BROKEN
    Michelle is the mother of three, two on earth and one in heaven. Her daughters Kennedy (24) and Grace (20) are students at LSU, and Griffin (forever 11) who passed away in a jet ski accident on September 2, 2017. She lives in Lafayette, LA, where she finds peace and healing in her family and the friendships she’s built through her grief journey.

  • 7. Week 2 // Introduction

    Days 13-19 | WEEK TWO: FACING THE BROKENNESS
    This week we will focus on facing our brokenness.

  • 8. Week 2 // Kelly Breaux

    Kelly Breaux | Author & Reflection Day 14
    FACING THE BROKENNESS
    Kelly gave birth to a set of twins in 2005, a son Talon and a daughter Emma Grace. Talon died after 15 days with Emma Grace joining her brother in Heaven three years later. She lives in Breaux Bridge, LA, where she and her husband Ryan run Red Bird Ministries to help other families of child loss find comfort and healing.
    https://redbird.love

  • 9. Week 2 // Kate Sell

    Kate Sell | Reflection Day 16
    PRAYER IN THE HURT
    Kate is the founder and managing partner of Mission Advancement Partners. She helps organizations understand the Catholic landscape in the 21st Century, and guides organizations to live their unique mission with innovative evangelistic strategy. A convert to the Catholic faith in 1999, Kate lives in Atlanta, GA, with her husband Bryan and their five children.
    http://missionadvancementpartners.com

  • 10. Week 3 // Introduction

    Days 20-26 | WEEK THREE:
    BELOVED HEART OF CHRIST
    This week we will focus on the beloved heart of Christ.

  • 11. Week 3 // Katie Pyles

    Katie Pyles | Reflection Day 21
    THE BELOVED
    Katie is a mama-theologian living in Northern Illinois with her husband and two small children. She received her BSW from Loras College in 2013, and her MA in Theology from Franciscan University in 2016. Katie is a youth minister at a small country parish, where she gets to share Jesus with anyone who will make eye contact.

  • 12. Week 3 // Pam Stanford

    Pam Stanford | Reflection Day 23
    THE HEART OF CHRIST
    Pam is the mother of eight, five on earth and three in heaven. She and her husband Tommy are part of Red Bird Ministries core team, volunteering to speak at retreats and workshops to share their grief journey with other families of child loss.

  • 13. Week 4 // Introduction

    Days 27-33 | WEEK FOUR:
    MY CORE IDENTITY
    This week we will focus on our core identity.

  • 14. Week 4 // Emily Mentock

    Emily Mentock | Reflection Day 28
    WHO DO YOU SAY I AM?
    Emily and her husband, Drew, live in downtown Detroit where she works as Associate Director of Strategy for the archdiocese. She is also Co-Founder of Real + True, a global project around the Catechism of the Catholic Church, and Co-Founder of FemCatholic, a winner of the 2021 OSV Innovation Challenge.
    https://www.femcatholic.com

  • 15. Week 4 // The Sumptner's

    TheSumpters | Reflection Day 30
    MY CORE IDENTITY
    Johnathan, MBA, MA, LPC-S, NCC, is a husband, father, psychotherapist, supervisor, and founding & CEO of The Mental Well, PLLC. His wife is his joy; Hannah M. Sumptner, MSW, is a stay-at-home and home-schooler extraordinaire.
    https://mentalwell.health

  • 16. Week 5 // Intro

    Days 34-40 | WEEK FIVE:
    MY BELOVEDNESS
    This week we will focus on our belovedness.

  • 17. Week 5 // Elizabeth Leon

    Elizabeth Leon | Reflection Day 35
    MY BELOVEDNESS
    Elizabeth, is a Catholic wife, mother, author, and speaker from Ashburn, Virginia. The Lord used the death of her son to lead her to freedom and to teach her to let herself be loved. She and her husband, Ralph, are the parents of 10 children, 5 of hers, 4 of his, and their son, John Paul Raphael who died in 2018.
    https://www.elizabethleon.org

  • 18. Week 5 // Kathy Purpera

    Kathy Purpera
    Reflection Day 37
    I AM CHOSEN
    Kathy is a wife of 43 years and a mother of three adult children, one in heaven. She has been a member and leader of a Come Lord Jesus bible study group for over 25 years. Currently, she serves as a spiritual guide in Regnum Christi. She believes Redbird Ministries is divinely inspired and offers her spiritual guidance to Red Bird families.
    Schedule Direction w/Ms. Kathy

  • 19. Week 6 // Introduction

    Days 41-47 HOLY WEEK | WEEK SIX:
    GLORYIN MYBELOVEDNESS
    This week we will focus on the hope found in the resurrection.

  • 20. Week 6 // Patrick O'Hearn

    Patrick O'Hearn | Reflection Day 42
    LIVING IN BELOVEDNESS
    Patrick is a loving husband and has one child, one earth, and two in heaven. He serves as an acquisitions editor at TAN Books and co-author of Nursery of Heaven: Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss in the Lives of the Saints and Today’s Parents, author of Parents of the Saints: The Hidden Heroes Behind Our Favorite Saints, and Nissim: The Shepherd of Bethlehem. He is also finishing a book on child loss for men.
    https://contemplativeheartpress.com

  • 21. Week 6 // Roland Millare

    Roland Millare | Reflection Day 44
    GLORY IN THE BELOVED
    Roland serves as the vice president for Curriculum and the program director of Shepherd’s Heart (a continuing education and formation program for priests and deacons) for the St. John Paul II Foundation, Houston, TX, and as an adjunct professor of theology for deacon candidates at the University of St. Thomas School of Theology at St. Mary’s Seminary, Houston, TX.
    https://forlifeandfamily.org

  • 22. Song Reflection // The Red Bird Flies

    22. Song Reflection // The Red Bird Flies

    Laura Huval
    Song & Reflection Day 47
    RED BIRD FLIES
    Laura is a Grammy-nominated recording artist, vocalist, guitarist, songwriter, author, seasoned music minister, Catholic school music educator, keynote speaker, retreat leader, and cultural advocate. She and her husband have two sons, Nate and Rex, and reside in Cecilia, Louisiana.
    https://laurahuval.com

  • 23. The Story Behind // The Red Bird Flies

    23. The Story Behind // The Red Bird Flies

    Laura Huval | Song & Reflection Day 47
    RED BIRD FLIES
    Laura is a Grammy-nominated recording artist, vocalist, guitarist, songwriter, author, seasoned music minister, Catholic school music educator, keynote speaker, retreat leader, and cultural advocate. She and her husband have two sons, Nate and Rex, and reside in Cecilia, Louisiana.
    https://laurahuval.com

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